Sein Label-Chef verkündet die schlimme Nachricht auf Instagram. Der Rapper (auf dem Foto rechts) hat sich das Leben genommen, mit grad mal 24 Jahren!

RYAN BOWERS

Die Geschichte des Newcomers ist erschütternd. Denn Ryan Bowers versuchte schon mehrfach, sich umzubringen!

Davon berichtet sein Label-Chef Nick Cannon, er bestätigt auch den Suizid von Ryan Bowers auf seiner Instagram-Seite. Und er berichtet von seinem eigenen Schmerz über den Verlust von Ryan.

STATEMENT

„Vor einem Jahr schoss ein Polizist auf Ryan, danach lag er monatelang im Koma. Ich stand damals an seinem Bett und versprach ihm: Wenn Du das hier überlebst, werde ich Dein Album rausbringen, so dass Du Deine Geschichte erzählen kannst.

(…) Er kämpfte und lernte wieder zu laufen und zu sprechen. Doch alles, was wir gemeinsam taten, bedeutet jetzt nichts mehr. Ich fühle mich, als ob ich Dich im Stich gelassen habe.“

Ryan Bowers starb laut TMZ am Samstag. Ruhe in Frieden.

WICHTIG: Wenn Du oder eine Dir nahestehende Person von Suizid-Gedanken betroffen sind, wende Dich bitte an die Telefon-Seelsorge unter der Telefonnummer 08 00/ 11 10 – 111 (Deutschland), 142 (Österreich), 143 (Schweiz).

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Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse… 2020 is definitely the most fucked up year I’ve ever witnessed! After waking up & barely rising from my own dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the balls to do it. I’ve said it once and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever met! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer rushed in his home and unjustifiably shot him placing him in a coma for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out & fought the good fight that I would make his dream come true and put his album out and share his story with the world. He fought and fought, he woke up, they stitched him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his strength he would whisper to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was definitely his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all meant nothing because I feel like I failed my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another kid, everyone will just look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have put this world in perspective for me. You would do that quite often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much pain could still laugh and smile through it all. This photo was the last time we seen each other in person. It was your first show back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it!! You were so happy!! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest comeback I ever saw!! We almost made it little bro! But I guess even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your energy will never die and your Spirit is eternal, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own bullshit I could’ve been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts… Fuck this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing?

Ein Beitrag geteilt von NICK CANNON (@nickcannon) am Jul 18, 2020 um 11:33 PDT